Above: INSIGHT Intro Video - An immersive three-channel video instlaltion with its spatial layout

INsight

Overview

INSIGHT is a three-channel video and spatial installation that explores how shifts in perception reshape our experience of work, presence, and self. Rooted in Eastern reflective practice, it draws from four years of self-filming that traces the oscillation between fixation and presence. Through synchronized projections and an immersive spatial design, viewers are invited to enter this shift, echoing the Zen phrase: Before enlightenment, chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment, chop wood, carry water. While external actions remain the same, inner awareness transforms.

Personal Context (Roger)

In 2015, I began filming myself working alone on physically demanding, self-taught land projects to better understand my relationship with work and the source of my lifelong anxiety. The camera became a tool for self-observation.

The act of self-filming not only slowed my usual task-driven rhythm but also opened my attention beyond the work itself. Adjusting the camera made me notice weather, light, and pauses I would normally overlook. Organizing and reviewing the footage forced me to watch myself on screen, revealing what I had missed while working: that I was part of a larger environment where many things were unfolding. It also reminded me how my thoughts during work were often intensely goal-oriented and anxious.

Over more than 3,000 hours of recording across four years, I experienced this shift again and again—from a task-focused mindset to a more expansive sense of being part of a greater whole. Slowly, I uncovered that my constant drive to learn new skills had been fueled by a fear of inadequacy rooted in a critical upbringing.

As Eckhart Tolle wrote, Doing is never enough if you neglect Being.INSIGHT makes this distinction tangible.

Artistic Framework

INSIGHT translates the experience of perceptual shift into a physical, navigable space. A translucent projection screen bisects the installation, forming two connected zones:

  • Outer World (Front Room) — A single projection (Video 1), filmed by Roger, is cast from a custom chair he designed and built. The chair functions as a sculptural proxy for the artist’s gaze—the self-observation that initiates the project.

  • Inner World (Back Room) — Two animations face each other across the space: one drawn from sketches and working notes (Video 2), the other from observational drawings of moments and scenes (Video 3). They embody two modes—focused task and open presence. A thin wall with tapered shelves divides the space, marking the fine line between these states. Objects placed on the tapered shelves on both sides, along with audio delivered through headphones, ground the work in lived experience.

The spatial design leads visitors from the outer world (front room)—where external action is observed—into the inner world (back room), where states of mind are held in contrast and dialogue. This passage mirrors the work’s psychology: a shift from external perception to internal reflection.

Cultural Relevance

INSIGHT addresses broader contemporary conditions: productivity-driven culture, performance anxiety, and the search for presence within distraction. By slowing attention and staging the oscillation between doing and being, the installation resonates with current conversations around emotional health and perception.

Installation Framework and Credits follow below.

Above: A selected clip from Video 1, projected in the front room—presenting the outer world.

Above: Front Room (Outer World) Model: Chair and the Translucent Screen for Projecting Video 1

Above: Back Room (Inner World) Model: Video 1 seeped through the screen. Two animations, Video 2 (left) and Video 3 (right), on opposite walls. A thin wall with a tapered shelf on each side partially divides the space. View the Floor Plan for reference.

Above: Selected clips— Video 2 (left) perceived with Video 1

Above: Selected clips — Video 3 (right) perceived with Video 1

Above: View from the end of the thin wall, where all three projections came into view all at once.

Objects placed on the tapered shelves on both sides, along with audio delivered through headphones, ground the work in lived experience: tools on the left and found natural objects on the right.

Installation Framework

Format: Three synchronized video projections

Duration: 9-minute loop per video.

Dimensions: Variable; dependent on site and spatial configuration; all three videos are complete, and the spatial design — with finalized drawings and a model — is ready for customization to the exhibition site.

Adaptability: Conceived as a three-channel immersive installation, INSIGHT can also be shown as a single-channel projection that combines all three works, for contexts where the full spatial environment is not possible.

Credits

INSIGHT was funded by the BC Arts Council in Canada.

We acknowledge the contributions of Dr. Heesoon Bai and Dr. Avraham Cohen, both scholars and psychotherapists, who were engaged as consultants to support our research discussions related to INSIGHT. We also thank Dr. Zuzana Vasko, an artist, scholar and educator, for her thoughtful presence and participation in the discussion.

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